Ive been thinking a lot lately and i think that maybe she'll be happier with out me , or dont have to worry as much if we aren't together any more . this hurts me but i feel its what i might have to do because i love her and want to make her happy , for the last past weeks i have not been making her happy and i know that for a fact . its not that i want to break up we've been through soo much for a long amount of time . i just feel it might be right for us. I wish we had a better start i wish before we started i could of had your friendship before out relationship , i feel we have no friendship because if we was to break up i bet we wouldn't b cool nor talk to each other and that's not what i want i love you of course i'm going to want to speak to you but since that friendship is not there it would not happen . and i know she will feel heart broken but its not like i lost fate or love im still in love with you its just i don't want to hurt you or for you to hurt yourself or maybe we can just restart things over and take it easy its a thought ....
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